A Tummy of Grief...

Sometimes I wonder if I am being to calculative or being too worried with all these nitty gritty stuff.. But especially when it comes to money and paying for someone who needs it long term.. I think it should be made very clear.


It will be a long term burden till he says goodbye but when, no one knows. This long term financial burden has landed to his siblings had caused so much tension among them. Sometimes can't be blame as everyone has a family to feed and no that he is alone and his next of kin is his mum and technically speaking, she is also waiting to be fed with money.. so it makes her kids more stress.


I am also bottled up.. I had no where to vent except this little blog of mine.. no one knows I had this blog except a couple of them who blogs too...


I cant wait to find the deserve peace and happiness again.. soon.

What a life!

In my last blog, I had mentioned about Bil's and his helper shifted into my place in end Feb 2015. Its has been a hellish one for almost a good whole year before the family had made arrangement to send him to a nursing home. Somehow, probably it was a blessing in disguise that the helper's contract was going to be up soon and definitely not able to afford her cost.. as the sibling had been paying for her salary.




During his stay here, a lot of issues created by him, mil and the helper.. and it instantly drove almost everyone nuts.. throughout the months, the maid, mil and himself had given me daily issues.. my phone are filled with his daily messages requesting for money, buy this and that, ask for this and that..


My mindset.. to take it with open heart.. but how long can I take it?